MICHAEL WAS MY SON HAPPY AND LOVED BY MANY WE NEVER NEW HE WASN'T WELL HE AT 18 ALL HAD MOST OF HIS GOALS REACHED HE WORKED HARD HE FOR WHAT HE DID AND HAD AND HE ALWAYS SMILED HE LOVED PEOPLE AND PEOPLE LOVED HIM BACK ON APRIL 14 HE REACHED THE STARS BOUGHT HIS 3RD CAR A SEABREEZE AND WAS GOING TO DO MORTGAGES HE NEVER WASTED TIME I NEVER SEEN HIM IN A BAD MOOD OR UNHAPPY HE WENT TO SLEEP THAT NIGHT AND NEVER WOKE UP IT WAS HIS HEART. WE NEVER SAID GOODBYE AND HIS FRIENDS TEACHERS AND THE TOWN CAME TO CRY I Thought I was the only one to see this in my son but 4 police departments came his teacher from grade school 911 came his boss and the 2 diners in our town gave us food for 4 days for 20 people a day so we didn't have to worry about cooking cars for our family to put most of all that meant the most to me is all the love that people showed in their own ways for mike stickers for the cars that say mikey man always in our hearts and our prays and kids always at his grave the teacher say they hear the kids talking all the time when were you there I didn't see you I left that flower did you see that and there are so many pictures flowers letters gifts there every day for mike bibles, stories but I still hurt so much and don't know what to do see I loved my son so so much and he knew it that I do anything for him I thought I was here for him now what I am a strong believer and I know michael's still with me and I'll see him again I just have so many bad days with out him to hear him and see him