To My Big Sister: I love you and miss you very much. I only got one chance to talk to you during your nine day illness. And what you said to me "I have so many things that I want to talk to you about and tell you". Well you never got the chance. Not one day goes by that I don't think about you and what exactly it was that you wanted to tell me. I wear your Locket with your ashes in it and kiss you good-night every night. I miss you so much, and the big sister talks, when life got so confusing or I had gotten in to trouble. I never got to say good-bye before you went to Heaven. Please remember that I will always love you. There is a hole in my heart since the day you left me here without you. I'll never forget our childhood memories whether good or bad, and the times you kept Ashley overnight and the trips golfing, boating or to see Sara and the nights that you kept Brandon overnight. You were so good with the kids. Since your there now Please give Boy a kiss and tell him that we love him since he is now with you in Heaven. And tell Grandma Van I love her and miss her very much. And tell Bob hello and that I miss him too. Tell him that mom is doing well and Max and Elliott. Please watch over me and let me know that you are here with me even if not in body but in soul. I Love you very much. Love ya Sis, Little Sister Boo....